A warm sensation fills my body 
My heart races with every touch
The
softness of your voice soothes
My soul
As I lay there hoping the
moment
Will never end
Calling out for you
Praying that you"ll never let
me go
The sensation so strong
I can no longer feel my body
Slowly I
fade in and out of reality
In an instant the warm sensation
Fades
away
My heart empty
My soul torn apart
Lying there; wondering where I
went
Wrong
Calling out for you, only to find
there is no answer
My
mind invaded with thoughts
So cruel and unrefined
The sensation of fear of
what"s to come
Slowly the reality over powering
The lust and
fantasy
Leaving me empty
Confused on how to think or feel
The
loneliness I feel
So wretched and compelled
Betrayal to
myself
Revealing the terrors of my love

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anonymous